Bootcamp was so extremely hard on Wednesday that i was sore not only on Thursday but Friday too. This made me not work as hard on Friday. I was exhausted as i hadnt slept that well.My food intake was great so much so when i weighed myself since last week i had lost a substantial amount of weight.
Did you notice what i did there? Im making excuses and it has to stop.
SARAH - it has to stop!
At least im well aware these days which is a good thing.
This morning, i didnt eat. It did cross my mind that if i didnt eat at all i might lose more weight than if i did. I started to get grumpy and snappy. I didnt intend not to eat. Sometimes i dont get hungry and it causes me to forget to eat. Then before i know it half the day is gone. I did eat a very healthy dinner.
Right now i feel heavy. I dont feel skinner nor do i feel like ive lost weight today. I feel like i have put on weight. The ups and downs of an overweight woman. Up, down etc.
Tomorrow's promise is i need to remember to eat.
Yesterday, i posted my commitment on 12WBT forums and today im telling you:
***I commit to running in the 5.2km RUN FOR THE KIDS run on April 17 2011 and do everything in my power to do well in my eyes***
Now ive said it! You know it! Dont forget to keep me honest.
Next post wont be all over the place like this one - it must be the lack of food.
XOXO
Sar
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